Wednesday, May 20, 2009

The Third Time Was Not The Charm


Got my Bar exam results in the mail today.

I failed it again. For the third time.

I can't even describe the level of overwhelming failure, depression, and anger I am feeling right now. Nor do I really feel like it.

I'm just wondering if I should quit taking it -- you know, three strikes and you're out -- or if I should try one more time. Right now, I feel conflicted. I don't want to give up, because it's not like me to be a quitter. But then again, who am I trying to kid? It's obvious I'll never pass the fucking thing. EVER. At least not with a better game plan.
GODAMMMOTHERFUCKINGSHITCHRISTBITCHWHOREPISSFUCKINGASSHOLE. I hate my life right now.
Who do I have to blow around here to pass this motherfucker? Honestly.

2 comments:

Samantha Grace said...

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I just don't understand how they can have a test that doesn't grasp that you're an intelligent capable person who deserves to be a licensed attorney. It's bullshit.

Hang in there. Whatever you do, I'll be behind you 110%. Maybe even 120%

LiLu said...

"GODAMMMOTHERFUCKINGSHITCHRISTBITCHWHOREPISSFUCKINGASSHOLE"

It's like Supercalifragilisticexpialodocious.

Only R rated. And hilarious.

I'm sorry about the test, darlin. I'd feed you some crap about life working in mysterious ways, but we both know it just sucks. Sorry, dear.